day dreaming

I always say how life is great and over the top.
lately
i had a major put out , crappy back.
wobbling around like one leg is longer than the other
and losing balance all of the time.
im still having and issuse moving my toes and the top of
my right foot.Back to the doctor next week.
i blame it on the night my crocs broke.

then dancing way to hard. more like jumping
swimming in the ocean,
jumping off the diving board
bringing my bike up and down the steps way too many
times.

its been real lonely, having two kitties for roomates this month.

tonight i am getting my hair cut and then hopefully a lemon will
bring me energy to post more money makers to ebay.

got to get out of here.

i have brought four pairs of shoes this month
and am going to see depeche mode in 12 days

but i really just need a water slide.

please unpitch me

loving life lead to too many cannon balls



and i mean toooooo many

love you life!

its never been right.

a sweet surrender is all i have to give, and one day...
one day i will get there, and i am okay with that, for
now .

might change next week or next year.


and then we have the speed of sound,
and thats a totally different story

i love july.

can not wait for the mini vacay i am about to have.
but still have 4 more days of work.

i may or maynot get out town. but if i do,
there may be a jetski in the mix, and it is anything like a
3 wheeler, im beyond excited.

always taken so much to heart when it comes to you.

this week has been over the top. and today, i want to go out
and drink all the beers. but really. i am being good.(ive been
being good.)

michael remember for the true gift he was.

bad, was my first mini record for my fisher price
record player.

miss,and thanks,and

theres some blood on the dance floor.

finally improvement.

I think I have been managing well with others and mentally been putting too many socks in some mouths,
as well as my own.

weeding out again, the negative.
cutting back on my downfalls.
and getting caught up in myself.

it is the second half of the year. got no time for mistakes

i am just so excited to think about

not

sitting in a bar, drinking my life away.

HELLO second half of 2009

my clock has really been ticking lately.

good things to come.
but still focusing back around on myself.

i really miss my little t.

ready for dinner date.



all i've ate today was stone ground crackers with homemade strawberry jelly.

the best jelly i've ever had.
and my favorite crackers.


cold play was pretty good.pretty really good. looking forward to
all these new birds.the best music to my ears.
band of horses
depeche mode/Peter Bjorn&john (what a combo)

feeling ok about working close on a saturday.


life is good!

great times.

i am secretly scared of summer.
and the smell of cut grass came through my window.
but not to limit,
late night bike rides.
SCC and some taxi cabs
too many BG times
band of horses
DC Colorado friends for one night only
Ive got my job to do, and doing it well.
jumps in the ocean.
bike rides to bier garden
tampa,sea world. and the gulf of mexico.
DM in DC
and OC for the big 29
and some more BG, BUCKROE, and not to forget
.49 cones.

and mystery plant to reveal its self.
and watermelon porch times.

and maybe ill even get a bit tan, but probly not...

but totally not forgeting to do for myself.

man i sure was gone for a HOT TIMES littlebit


wow.

reminder rubber bands days still in effect.