stayed up last night, to relax a bit.
early up this morning to clean the warehouse.
black and dusty.
home early.
cleaned alot and now about to walk two big ikea bags up to
colleyavelaundry mat.

sometimes onces you start cleaning , you can not stop. atleast
it will make for a super new year.
so fresh so clean.

i miss my car.
and i have a huge candy cane on my floor.
not like the huge candy cane that was behind my bed for almost a year

hold your va candy apple.
i grab love seats and showers.
i have the best soap in the world.
do you know? the mistake of the
grin is a promise



a earthsquake and it doesnot make sense

grab that

blinded i was blindsided.

would you really rush out, fall in love.

my life is a never ending of loving and giving.

even if i try to hard or not enough.

i love who i am, even when it is a has been.

"little baby girl can love"

music and fingers. and like a piano player,
i felt it today finally got my heidi back.

limb by limb

does my heart count as a limb?

look in the sky. ohhhoph!

everyones vacations are magically getting to me, good.

i have a few shorts days. these days will be spent with
family, hard core family. i am almost done with my magic time
crafting.

tonight spent , listening to history, and a bit of
big time dreaming. but aren't i always big time dreaming.

sometimes the dreaming gets me in trouble. but i am trying to
shift on away from that trouble.
2009
is for
dreaming good.
and stream ahead on that. can't wait to get over this hump.
oh virginia flow, little baby flow

lose the 'tude!

lets take that holiday.
i have been craving getting out of this city.
this town.
i really need to get my act together.

soberness can cause emotional rollarcoasters.
but then again, so can unsoberness.

last night i had a sneaky trip to a late night dumars
egg nog shake.
i missed these last year.
cheers to the last of 2008. hopefully i am not the only one who wants to get my act together in 09'

single is better than ever

hey there eyes,
were looking up.
atleast i am. its all i got.
***************
count down in full check
ahem
?
meet me at church.

this is my favorite orange pan, i am unsure how or when it was added to my massive collection of junk, but i am totally in love with it.

come spring, im going to have to totally HAUL THE HELL out of all the junk i have in this place. i swear half of it isn't mine.
totally having a massive yard sale you better beileve it. i still wonder why i have the pasta clay roller ?

before elizas bday bash

but back to martha break down.
i can not seem to find any snow globes this year.
it is only thing i collect, well roosters, but they don't count.

also i could not find any martha stewart christmas lights this year.
im borrowing the basement tree, white and oh so lovely.
no lights, no martha stewart globes. (and yes, kmart and macys, and internet)

Last week i decided on not drinking until my brother is back.
So after thanksgiving, today is my 8th day. (not a real biggy)
i am totally feeling good! 17 more days, give or take.
i can't beileve it.
it's almost time . TABB TIME SUCKA