things have been deeply intense lately.
days have been going by fast.
and nights faster.

i've been highly touched, and half
of that was mostly mental, by myself
just knowing how good i have it.

my brother leaves soon. there just isn't
enough time. but we do have today.

" And is the earth that you inhabit?
Or is it just your mind you're living in? "

soon./ but now time , where are you

no, not wrong never wrong to dream of a thing.


i have really been craving making a quiche.
breakfast party ?

i got busy times ahead.

but soon, after next months short month. there is tons
of fun to be had.

and im sorry but, this month is going by so slow.
it feels like yesterday it was christmas but months
since new years.

and three weeks left with my brother and virginia.

maybe i am wrong to dream of you.

unpacking packed up boxes.
of memories.
trying to figure it out.

if everything is lonely.
and we are just stuck.

what do we even do now.

i need to visit a new city.
walk around somewhere i can't go back to
the next day. with music in ears.

and maybe the look in my eyes only you can see.
but i don't want you anywhere around.

more so than.

how many paper snowflakes am i going to have to make till we get some real sticky
around these parts.

need some pure white, snow to melt my everything.

lover like no other...

oh mountain

how many amazing people can you play a drinking game with over the phone ... me just a one!

excitment in the bloodz

i really need to get better on this waking up thing.

oh sugar

whoa this day

and maybe it will be like this until the
path joins us again. but atleast this
feeling inside me, growning is my heart
telling you. eat it up.missing our eyes.

so important. to me. if you please.

virginia footsteps all around me.

thank you for believing.

ode to my baby girl.

feel better soon. your my everything

that salad was bustzed

post this,
waiting on DUDE to get out of operation status.

dreaming about sweet needle felting.
ah.getting good with that.

hoping my baby girl is okay.
she is also at the hospital.(too)
poor spikey all alone.

wooos and whoas
on free Internet in waiting rooms.

its going to be a sweat pant weekend.
(even if i don't really own any sweatpants)

now im going to read read read blogs at the hospital

ENRIQUE IGLESIAS

virginia dreamers

i need some royal old time navy roving bad.

history bit for the day

washington had several horses throughout the war. two of these horses were named "nelson" and "blueskin"

here is a little prayer for just a little snow.

new years.
I've spent most of the day thinking about the new year.
so exciting.

a new start.
one of last years of my twenties
-more reading*
-more sweating.
-uhauling my life.

and really
-learning crocheting
&
-less drinking.
-travel to a new city.

i could probly write forever.but most things are not for preeevy eyes

oh new year. xoxo