oh one day.

and thats why i will go ride my bike.

i think im going to puke.

another reason

i really shouldn't be so blunt.honey and joy.

another reason . i want to get married.http://www.annwoodhandmade.com

What am i chopped liver

Your outta control!

just on a bunch of stars.

rain out, date alone. i was okay for a second. but rain out. wash away.
now the friends i ve been missing,

classic mix and some wine from months ago, left in my fridge after a little girl party.

all this noise im waking up.

i hate this feeling, just shake

Reaching out for something to hold
Looking for a love where the climate is cold
Manic moves and drowsy dreams
Or living in the middle between the two extremes
Smoking guns hot to the touch
Would cool down if we didn't use them so much
We're soul alone
And soul really matters to me
Too much ..........


so do you even know or get that at the least, my heart.
or
!!!!!!!!!!

thats all that matters, screaming

music year,
chicago
for real for free
oh my, a love. littlecreek.

next weekend,
out of
control.
out of this world bestfriends.
oh a lifetime,
and untill then and always holding on
till i give it all in, or wait pass it up and in.
and well.
the clock,
the clock. play your steel drums, someone may be on a jet plane.

the lyrics and my heart.
meant to be.



but we have the perfect can opener.

heidi's song

there's a simple kind of truth
that comes with never
and there's a certain kind of stain
that comes with forever
WELL I can hold your hand
and you take mine
and we can walk on through
to the other side of our lives
forever's such a short time when

I can see my destiny
in your russet eyes
and I can hear a symphony
in your autumn sighs
and I can sing you a song
that'll make you cry yet smile inside
and we can hold on to each other's hearts
til we die
and angels close our eyes

there's a secret kind of hope you hold
that you won't say
there's something special about a mystery
told in this quiet way
but when I hear you laugh
I feel the hope of angels
the gates of Heaven
are open to strangers tonight...
shining like starlight

after wards 2

i dont know what the voice in my head is saying,
maybe my heart.

im trying to hear you.
im trying to actually get you.

i didn't go to jail.
news travels FAST.

ive drank so much water.
ive made up so many words.

Now or never.

after wards

we don't have a million years.

So make your move.


A million years?


YEAH we do.


good one!

its youth time yet again

goan goan goan and moan moan moan. its past the middle of the week and by far im way to excited about was is coming up way tooo fast.

too stuck in the past.

Tailormade

fingers are bound to tight

even after everything,
still there is something.
to get excited about.

only trusting it.
not knowing it.
not backing away so easy,
after the push.

thats it.

little like light # 12

ive never been a huge/big fan. but there is something sometimes, something so real.

Rise up this mornin,
Smiled with the risin sun,
Three little birds
Pitch by my doorstep
Singin sweet songs
Of melodies pure and true,
Sayin, (this is my message to you-ou-ou:)

Singin: dont worry bout a thing,
cause every little thing gonna be all right.
Singin: dont worry (dont worry) bout a thing,
cause every little thing gonna be all right!

in case forgot 1299.88,473982469372

Speak to me in a language I can hear
Humour me before I have to go
Deep in thought I forgive everyone
As the cluttered streets greet me once again
I know I can't be late, supper's waiting on the table
Tomorrow's just an excuse away
So I pull my collar up and face the cold, on my own
The earth laughs beneath my heavy feet
At the blasphemy in my old jangly walk
Steeple guide me to my heart and home
The sun is out and up and down again
I know I'll make it, love can last forever
Graceful swans of never topple to the earth
And you can make it last, forever you
You can make it last, forever you
And for a moment I lose myself
Wrapped up in the pleasures of the world
I've journeyed here and there and back again
But in the same old haunts I still find my friends
Mysteries not ready to reveal
Sympathies I'm ready to return
I'll make the effort, love can last forever
Graceful swans of never topple to the earth
Tomorrow's just an excuse
And you can make it last, forever you
You can make it last, forever you

do it.

sober train woot woooooooooo woooooo
13days


bout time.

yes!

judy booty finally made popcorn jello snack.



a favorite from when i was a kid. im so sleepy. working on sundays after hearing amazing bird chips last night really got me.

i used to buy clearance napkins

or clerance paper plates, sometimes dish out a treat of wet food for the kitties on a heart shaped paper plate, easy easy clean up.
ive been trying to cut back on spending, buying alot of peds, its the only thing that seems in reason, i am not a paper plate.
sweet late early eve-y bike ride. still hot to make my face cramp. oh water bottle im sorry i forgot you in the freezer.
10pm rain, im so glad i could keep the back door open and you out. will everything really happen. life is going good. fight the urge, is a urge i never knew was even there.
smashing pumpkins maybe next week if we can sneak on the pre sale, also morrissey. followed by soon close behind interpol and virgin fest. the summer, and life has been so good to me.

happy fourth of july are you out there.

5 days, no drinky, not like im saying for ever. it does and doesn't matter.
my heart is with you though.
last nights bike ride (folks from the plex) to the berkley bridge. pretty amazing. nothing like cruising down a bridge. no thanks to correct handle bar accident from truck passing. thanks to fanny pack, guts, and amazing friends.

mostly inner.

inner sunday

lovelovelove la laaa la love.

little light #2
07/01

yum

little light 07/01, thanks baby.

maybe one day you will know. but stupid actions, stupid mistakes have taken the toll.

sometimes, to feel like the worst friend isnt actually the worse feeling ever, there is worst.