june f o r e v e r

your so much apart of me now.
27 days of horror.
of hollow
of honor.

but now no regret. your something else.
that thing you said how our time may never end.

LOOK up.
you got it.

relax.


"You see I've got this soul, it's all fired up"
interpol summer. your going to be good.
you
always have been.

BLANK

WOW BLANK WOW

hello wonderful.

weekend you got me good and so hard in all the right spots. deep friends, and deep family.
thankyou so much.

party planned around a table, soon.you dont even know.

we can get low, shorty wanna ride with me.
let ya hair down.

skate skate skate board day,
the lazzz comes out. the productive
staff is way in shape.
the hair to be cut the eyes to crystal
clear, to much work been done for all that.

dont be scared now.

when your minds made up

everyone cares
but
no one understands.

when the ship falls all you want to do is run but WAIT.

be easy

its just been such a long time, and yeah it isnt everything. oh air, oh air.
hit me harder in the face today,

oh sunday girl

i kinda got the idea you were crying when you said you just ate a tear.

after wards,
beers/tears with andy bell. in hotel lobby so un real.


and a pink egg cup. and a maryland crab cake.

scary maybe ?

afternoon dreams are so much better relived from the mornings.

living a fairy tale hoping to come true , well thats just plain.

eggy.

im glad the writing came back

like old times. like old hidden times. and decoder ring. and sorts.
Instead of getting on your moral high horse, why not search for some middle ground that satisfies all the parties involved? It might take a little finagling on your part, but your brainpower can make it happen.
the middle ground and the lights. and the leaves me alones. do i even know you anymore. how much do i care?
honesstly. honest i need you more than ever. but more its just, always. and always meaning i'd rather be alone than ask.
oh parties involved. i would much rather leave you out but you understand right. right from wrong. and honest i think you knew all the time. all the damn time. so it all is winners inner circle. i would have came over alone but its more than that. its the inner most beings. and the grasp of itself. and what we stand for. and your the asshole. even if im feeling. even if it doesnt make sense you are supposed to hold on tight, im always holding but for what. for a grasp of a dream of a alive awake dream. of dreams arent really there and i watch to much movies. the notebook the dar dreams of daily logging in and out since 3rd grade. it all makes sense now. im, still a bit scared. im still a bit holding on. oh this is personally. this is totally grapping my insides. yet whatttttt. where have you been i show feelings. well i say FEELINGS. outloud and it works out so much better. im a rebel. satisfies all the parties involved. summer in 5 days. will i get my walk on the beach. is it close. i miss ocean fireworks. i miss the smell. i miss the everything. its not fair. not at all. ive waited to long and im still going strong.my waffle is going to be the best yet ever to come. you just wait. little butter top. little soda on the side. little. I see the light. but i wonder.

some times i can t stop

Should I
Save myself
For later
Or generously give?

Fear of
Losing
Energy
Is draining

It locks up your chest
Shuts down the heart
Miserly
And stingy
Let's open up : share!

When I once was
Fearless
Innocence roared
Still amazes

Untouchable
Innocence
It's still here
But in different places

tick tock

the times may be hard, but those lights shining are keeping me
going.


oh heaven, oh heart. and i know you wanna say it oh 711. OHLIGHT

who is it.

sweet doggy bells

almost

almost so refreshing . almost so sane. almost so, just where did the time go. and why did you take me back. is it too soon to even begin to think that .

buying tickets 3 months early can be so hard.

i thought this was a cute picture of the bff weekend get away hotel. pretty sure i wont see those swans next week but what i will see is... hopefully going to be just as satisfying.

on the way to work

i found this today out by the trash. i really hope it stays out there for a long time.

these days are life. this bike however?!?!?
this mornings ride totally dirty my super white image.

i need a punch bowl. please mystery punch fairy deliever a punch bowl to my door friday by 4pm.
i work 8-5 the next two days you can deliver durning those hours if you do not want to show your face.


life thankyou.

when you start

when you ride im going to ride too.
thanks for that little bit of inch to get me going so bright and early this morning.
what a wonderful monday