a heart would be nice.

from todays guiding lilght,

dont worry peaches.
you have to let all the people who love you take care of you,
you have a big heart.
let them take care of the heart.

trying to stay strong outward may be easier.

i usally esp. weekend wake up to the morning texts from out of town friends, who stay up way later than myself.
this morning.
its called re birth heidi its spring anyway?!

it is spring.
my lil matoes are just starting to get there lil sprouts on, and it almost broke my heart.
so try not to ask me how i am feeling, i really don't know how to tell you, its spring anyway.
all about the sprouts!


thought about hanging up the dancing shones but really i need to get my dance on.

dearest truly

and you dont have to pick up any kittes,
xo.
heidijo

since 7am

cleaning,
oh so cleaning.
crafting for a long time with old martha's,
laundry in the real!!!
and i guess that i just dont know.

for a corn flake!

little mini tomato kit.

i for the first time,i am totally trying to grow window tomato's
im pretty sure i am not a green thumb but i will let you know how it goes/grows!!!!

spring is to amazing for my to even grab onto right now. but i am trying, growing.
i ve been feeling


happy st patricks, grow alot.

apple email

create something amazing.
the light messed me up.

who will love you ?

i have to forget the music.

i can not handle any more music news, my heart is exploding here.
YAZ. come on america. i can not save money for you. i have no money for you.
no time to drive to you. right after vegas, before virgin music fest. the dates have
been released. planning has began. i can not handle another 2006 music crazy.

swell season. totally forgeting that i have to emotionally save my heart to break all over again.


yes and i like to FLY to maryland so what.

im trying to have one of those mellow summers where i just go jump in the ocean after i get off of work.

oh lately

spring you getting here finally!!! your face is so bright.
things are looking up.
"link said" today was my lucky day! today is a nine.
its good.
feeling so dang private personally. go heidi.
feeling like a woman,(haha)
trying to get my self back to where i was 5 years, has been some hard toughy toughs!

are you growing your hair out ? no i need a hair cut. i may keep it this way for a while sometimes poneys feel good!

i also relized i need to be a little bit more emotional and not so rough, i am working on that.